Do our Best

You dont have to agree with me,
because i am not always right.

You dont have to believe things i say,
because I am not a saint.

Wrong?

Why did i do what i have done?

It is always difficult to decide and make judgement if it is right or wrong when come to educating the child.

I knew i am not in any good mood recently, but i am totally aware that i did not vent my anger on the kid.

I still spend time to play with him, let him mess up the Thomas Big Big builder, meddle with the train and interrupted the routine because it is thru this they learn the cause and effect of an action. I am not upset but instead happy that he fool around with the train. You think otherwise?
It is when he starts to throw the little balls when i could not get hold of myself but i controlled.

I walked out to water the plant, i walked away to do some house work, i re-plant the terrarium... I am doing all these to take a breather, to pack my emotions...

Time to dink milk, he did not finish them up, full already? I dont think so... Lure him with the biscuit proved that i am right... But you thought i wanted to feed him...

You try to feed him lecithin, he tries to be funny, bet you agree with me...
Is he trying his luck? I also dont know, only he himself knows...
Time to sleep, I hold his mouth to position for brushing teeth, but he tries to be funny as usual, turning away... I know i did not hurt him as i did not use any strength to hold his jaw, do you know?

He cries as usual when you appear, trying to get sympathy from you, do you know?
I proceed to let him empty his urine, he continues to cry but at the same time playing with the tap like this morning when you bath him, you think he is in pain? or simply trying his luck to be funny? I again dont know...

He has already learn to false cry, do you know?
It is when i notice that he false cry then i smack his butt last night and you says i have over done it...

I have always remember you read to me when to beat the kid, when he done something to hurt others, may hurt others... I remembered that by heart...

Have i ever wrong beaten him? Yes, once i knew, but i cannot recall the situation, and that always remind me not to handle him when i am not in the mood. Which is why i walked to do other thing last night.

I have cause you alots of disturbance, my sincere apology.

Hope I am still your dearest husband :(

Friendship

Since young, i always long for a brother...
Someone to share my ups and downs...
Someone to turn to in time of trouble...

To curb the feeling within...
The harder I try, the more it rebound...
I need the strength now...

Thank you for all the understandings.....................................

Maybe you have read this...
Maybe you have not...
Regradless what, thanks for all you have done...

Let fate decide for me...................................................

I need some luck...

Please pray for me!!! Give me the direction that leads me to the result I longed for :)

人生！！！ 可喜又可悲吧？

如果，不幸福，如果，不快乐，那就放手吧；
如果，舍不得、放不下，那就痛苦吧。

曾经以为爱情很美…
我现在才知道，你不了解一个人，还可以爱他。
我现在才了解，你不爱一个人，还可以思念他。

有些人不经意的出现，意外的给你惊喜，你以为他就是你生命中的神，可以拯救心灵干渴的你。其实你错了，他只是你人生里匆匆行走的路客，给你的，你拥有的，正是一种短暂的感觉，等到花开花落，爱情不再那么苛刻时，你会明白，一个人拥有正常的心态很难得，我们的时间，永远在经历中慢慢流失，只有回忆是最永恒的……

永远不要在爱情结束时说对不起。爱情是你情我愿的事情，幸福快乐悲伤痛苦，都是人生杂陈的经历，你给与了对方幸福快乐，该感激。你给与了悲伤痛苦，就应该怨恨么？不是的，随着时间推移，这种伤害会慢慢淡化，许多年后再回忆，只是丰富了人生的经历罢了。

过错是暂时的遗憾，而错过则是永远的遗憾！

世上有很多东西是可以挽回的，比如良知，比如体重。但不可挽回的东西更多，譬如旧梦，譬如岁月，譬如对一个人的感觉。有些人永远都不会知道。他的一句话。我会记得很久。他的一个不以为然的承诺。我却苦苦守侯。之后。再经过时间而改变。而变淡。渐渐的。淡忘了。那种前一秒。还怀着满心期望。象被推上高高的天空。然后下一秒。满心的失望。象从高空狠狠坠落。

忽然，很想醉，是因为早已心碎；忽然，很想睡，是因为心里早已疲惫，忽然，很想喝一杯咖啡，是因为要映衬内心的苦味；忽然，很想一个人颓废，是因为再没有什么人让我不累!做一个诚实的孩子。喜欢一个人，不到一定程度，不要轻易去说喜欢。因为你的一句轻浮的话，很可能悲伤另一个人一段时光。也有的，将会是，一生。

由于寂寞,我选择了挣脱.由于清醒,我选择了沉思.由于看不见未来,我选择了放弃。由于放弃,我选择了眼泪.由于割舍,我选择了释然.由于释然,我选择了坚强。由于坚强,我选择了遗忘…

然而，相同的两个人，在分手时却说，我觉得你越来越陌生。爱情将两个人由陌生变成熟悉，又由熟悉变成陌生。爱情正是一个将一对陌生人变成情侣，又将一对情侣变成陌生人的游戏。